yea it looks like this now:

not much else to add

Well I always have been a picky eater; my mum would always talk about how great I was for hating soft drinks (soda) despite literally never trying it. But nowadays it's gotten worse, a lot worse.

What sparked this thought is because I'm on a seaside holiday in my grandparent's house who have to physically figure out what me and my brothers eat as we're all so god damm picky. Although I'm definitely the worst out of the 3. There have been times where I have only eaten 4 pieces of 50/50 toast in a day (I don't like brown bread because it's too bitter; especially untoasted and white bread is kinda' meh to me) but skip dinner because I don't feel like eating the tomato pasta that's being served at dinner despite me liking tomato pasta. My reasoning is that "I just don't feel like it."

Another weird thing that has been happening over the past few weeks is that sometimes I'll just forget how to chew and the food just wont go down my throat and I see no desire to eat the plate of food that's in front of me; even if I'm still hungry. That's why I prefer eating alone now as people just distract me, but there's been times where I lost my appetite alone and ate a full plate while talking to people so that can't be the reason.

Things are starting to get screwed up. I can't eat at McDonalds anymore as the food is too oily and fatty for me to handle. I was fine before eating a burger and fries but now ironically, I much prefer subway which I used to hate as a child before realising you can make custom sandwiches (thanks theodd1sout.) I first started to notice this when I was doing a bet with my friend. I won and I ate 4 and a half cookies. My breathing was going funny and I was getting chest pains which I knew right away was from all the sugar (that's why I only ate half of a cookie.) But the same thing happened with some home made cookies. So I made a measuring system: 1 is fine, 2 is sorta and 3 is AAAAAAAAAA (sometimes my lungs just feel like screwing me over and my breathing goes manual for no reason like as I'm typing this I haven't eaten any sugar in about 26 hours.) Same thing applies to oil but oil is used in small amounts anyway so it's not as annoying.

We got a new bathroom scale a month ago and out of curiosity I measured my weight as I don't remember the last time I did. I have measured around 20 times and they all say 48Kg (105 lb) except for that one time it measured something like 260Kg which is medically obese I have no clue how that happened. According to mum that's not normal for someone who's 5"7 (idk exactly how tall I am but that's just an estimate that I've been going with) and that I should be something like 55Kg.

It's probably just a phase that'll go away eventually. All problems do.

I wish this headache would go away though I literally drank 3 cups of water why won't it go away.

Why is everything all pastel and colourful!?

Even the content ratings are pastel!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA my masculinity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have this random memory from like a year ago: when I was at school someone brought a chocolate cake in because it was her birthday. Except she didn't bring a knife and it wasn't cut before hand so it was pretty much a free for all of everyone crowding around like some kind of cult, trying to grab a slice from the bombsite that the cake was quickly becoming. Also one of the teachers walked into class early to see what was left of the cake and about 20 students with handfuls of cake.

Safe to say whenever someone brought in cake after that, they remembered to cut slices out beforehand.

It looked something like this at the end:

Literally nothing interesting has happened, nothing new or exiting is coming up and I have nothing to rant about.

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I keep forgetting how to say 8 in Japanese tho, idk why 8 specifically but I can never remember that one number.

get rekt geography teacher, don't have to deal with your boring crap anymore!

Alright so I asked on the Scratch forums yesterday to find out why certain scripts just refused to work for literally no reason and I have no answer. The same thing happened today and it's really annoying me as it's making my game all buggy. original post here. I also have a 50 minute recording of me trying to figure out what the fuck happened.

Basically none of the audio in the highlighted section works anymore. It just makes a quick thump sound, like it was trying to load something but gave up in the process. The rest of the audio in this script does work though and this worked before.

Idk why there's a variable named "bucket".

I find it ironic that the only reason I created a Newgrounds account in the first place was to reupload random episodes from my suffering YouTube channel; and skip forward 8 months and now it's part of who I am with every thought, emotion and breath on here.

Such is the way of social media.

My school took us to "Alton Towers" which is a British theme park, for the day. I had never gone before but the people who had were planning out routes on the bus. The actual theme park is pretty good: the rides and stuff is all spread out so it's not crowded but also really easy to get lost.

Speaking of which...

I was in a group of 5 (you had to be in a group of 3 or more to walk around) and I needed the toilet but the rest of the group kept walking the opposite direction as it was guided by my friend. They were very sympathetic and whenever I asked if we could go down another road so I could pee they would say, word for word: "L, that's your problem." So I ditched my original group and eventually got lost. The place was massive and I didn't have a map on me, so I called the emergency number and had to drag one of the teachers from a queue for a ride to come find me. Luckily only the chill teachers came on the trip so he didn't seem to care. I was regrouped with one of my friends that I didn't know that well, and his friends who I sorta knew but not really.

Oh and I ate oatcakes with margarine on for lunch (because oatcakes is pretty much compressed porridge: it tastes of literally nothing).

In my new group of 7 people (including me) 3 had this "fastpass thing" because of sensory overloads in large crowds or something. It worked for 1 ride which was the minecart train that explained my anxiety in a nutshell: you think it's fine, it speeds up and turns, it slows down, it speeds up, it goes into a tunnel where the rafts from the water ride are along side you, it slows down and then it repeats itself. Aparently that isn't even the most intense ride there is; "the smiler" is a literal corkscrew with a 3 hour wait in line. Me and my friend Nico went into the gift shop after and bought a pick n mix tub together and I spent half of my money on this Minecraft poster that was £6 (everything is expensive there). I mean it looks cool but it keeps falling off my wall despite me using industrial tape. After we left the shop 2 girls asked us to go find 2 people that were missing from out group.

Long story short: we got distracted at this haunted house and I lost a bet so i had to slap one of my friends in the face (sorry @Yuosyo.) Then we got separated from the rest of the group and it was just Nico and I. Without fastpasses. :(

In total I went on 4 rides:

• Minecart train one
• raft thing on a river
• haunted house where you shoot ghosts and other rider's eyes
• the cable cars
• this traumatising rocking ship called "the blade" where the people at the very edge were pretty much horizontal at some points (I was at the edge because there wasn't any free spaces left and it literally felt like someone was pulling my heart out with tweezers. I'm surprised I didn't get a heart attack.) And he called me a pussy after, which I mean fair

There was an event with the Teletubbies in Cebebbies land* at 14:30 and I wanted to go see it. Plus it was near the entrance where the meet up point at 15:00 was. Problem was I didn't have the map app on my phone because it's too old, Nico forgot his phone at home, nobody prints maps anymore and we both had no idea where we were going so we ended going 'round in loops for about an hour before asking 2 staff members for directions. Just imagine you're a shop owner and 2 teenagers, one in a hoodie and yoga trousers, and the other looking like he came straight out of 2005 m MySpace, asking for directions to an attraction designed for 4 year olds. I'm impressed they both kept such a straight face.

We eventually found the place with 15 minuets to spare. We couldn't go on any of the rides though because the waiting time would be too long, but for proof here's a picture I took to prove that I went:

We met up at 15:00 and at that exact moment it started bucketing it down with rain. I didn't have my coat with me and there wasn't that much shelter so if you didn't have a umbrella with you then you were screwed. We got into the coach and idk what happened after that as I was asleep.

So yea that's the time I went to Alton Towers on a school trip. 10/10 would recommend

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*Cebebbies is a TV channel aimed at nursery school/preschool children and is a version of the well known BBC.

Also here's a picture of the blade (I swear it goes higher then this):

Imagine the drop from the top of that yellow thing going very fast while some other roller coaster is zooming by with people screaming left and right. Thanks a lot Nico I owe you one.

After seeing how kanji changes depending on the context I now feel the confusion and frustration that non English speakers feel when having to deal with the annoying inconsistent grammar.

But why does the numbers change pronunciation when counting something? Why??